Wednesday, November 18, 2015


making new friends terrifies me.  it's an onslaught of revealing and vulnerability and...  it's exhausting.  and, i love it.  it surprises me every time - it shouldn't, but it does.  what it doesn't do - however - is replace those who are (i can't think of a better word right now) safeguards, who are heroes, who are lights and loves of my soul.

i guess - today - i am hyper aware of the gratitude i feel for these external forces.  today - i am hyper aware of the powerful changes i have applied to my own internal forces....

may we all get goosebumps around those we love - however we love them.